You were her everything
Your last attempt to fucking feel anything.
But you gave it all away.
The love you never felt
Every emotion that you left sitting on the shelf
That you could never call your own
You deserve to be alone.
You’re becoming everything you promised you’d never be
You abandoned all you had
Every moment is now a memory
Bound to no one but yourself
The subtle voices in the back of her head were just your selfish desires
Don’t make this a reputation
You made a promise, and you have no one to blame but yourself
Don’t tell me you still feel nothing
What you did must fucking eat you alive
And when you turn your back, you must feel the pain from your father’s abandoned life
Learn from your mistakes
These people, they’re not the same
There’s color in their spirits while yours is gray
They all have lives to lead, while you’re living in empty days
You’ll never learn
Time fades and people change
She will move forward and you’ll be stuck knowing you never tried hard enough
To find the connection, to find the reflecting affection between your two souls
She was the best you had, you threw it all away
The worst part is she saw right through every damn excuse
Cause no matter how numb, she still fucking loved you
But i guess the only thing that gets someone like you by is knowing that she’s happy in someone else’s life
No longer worried of her worry for you
Never to repeat father’s mistakes
And now you’re forgotten, just like you wanted.